CrossFit Scores: Defeating Whiteboard Envy

Written By Ben  |  CrossFit 

How I started caring less about CrossFit scores...

In the dog eat dog world that we live in, it’s difficult to stay focused on the pursuit of self-fulfillment. Too often, we compare ourselves to others to get a sense of how happy we deserve to be. Furthermore, we tend to question our own self-worth when something good happens to one of our peers. 

Your coworker buys a new car. Are they getting paid more than you? One of your few remaining single friends finds someone to Netflix and chill with. Are they more attractive than you? Your friend at the gym goes on a streak of P.R.'s for their CrossFit scores. Are they stronger than you? 

For many of us, our initial reaction is a state of envy. Or, at the very least, questioning our own capacity.

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Using the accomplishments of others to quantify your own self-worth is disastrous.

Yet, that is how so many of us are raised and ultimately trained to think. Your parents might have compared you to your siblings or cousins in an attempt to motivate you. “Cousin Johnny won his tennis tournament” or “Your sister Suzy always finishes her vegetables”.

Most high schools rank students based on a weighted grade point average. In which case, the smartest students in basic level classes don’t stand a chance against an average student in advanced placement. This imbalance squanders future potential from many "middle of the pack" students.

Your annual review at your desk job hammers down the final nail in the coffin. At the beginning of the year, you’re asked to establish goals. More likely than not, you achieve what you set out to do. But so did everyone else. So now your performance report and compensation comes down to if you did more than the next guy.

These scenarios all have one thing in common, the pie is finite. Meaning, for someone to win, someone else loses. Naturally, we tend to harp on our losses more than we celebrate our wins.

CrossFit Scores & Whiteboard Envy

The CrossFit gym that I go to uses a software called Wodify to track athlete performance. It’s an excellent tool that helps you track your CrossFit scores as you embark on your fitness journey. The Whiteboard page ranks the performance of everyone who did the WOD that day. The Leaderboard page ranks overall athlete performance across every WOD. Like high school, the RX (AP) athletes sit at the top of the Leaderboard, regardless of their performance. Scaled athletes fall to the bottom, even if they outperformed for reps or time. 

For the longest time, I struggled with something I call “Whiteboard Envy”. I’d look at the CrossFit scores at the end of each day to see how I stacked up. Was I in the top 5? If not, who beat me and by how much?

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Then I’d begin to rationalize, “Well that person is 5 years younger than me”. Or, “That person has been doing CrossFit for 2 years longer than me”. Or, “That person weighs 35 pounds more than me, so of course they cycle the bar better than me”. The excuses were endless and pathetic. Rationalizing why I hadn’t been at the top of the leaderboard at the end of the day was an exhausting routine.

Then my outlook changed. It was around the time my schedule forced me to start attending morning classes. I would log my score after completing the WOD first thing in the morning, and then forgot about it. Something about going first in the day was so liberating. I was no longer meeting a predetermined standard, I was setting my own bar.

 If I looked at the Whiteboard results for the last 100 WODs I've done, I'm sure I'm not in the top 5 CrossFit scores for the majority of them. But I'm also sure I've saved myself a ton of stress over that same period of time.

For people who don’t experience this realization, the comparison based self-worth cycle continues. Many of us never learn a better way. But there is a better way: It begins with knowing yourself and owning your losses. 

Combine that notion with accepting other people’s wins as a valid argument for what’s possible. And finally, surround yourself with successful people to ensure your progress.

CrossFit Scores: Know Yourself

Self-awareness is a concept lost on so many people. It requires doubling down on your strengths while identifying and accepting your weaknesses. In other words, be at peace with your skill-set. The majority of people hold expectations of themselves that don’t align.

I fell prey to this madness in my early days of CrossFit. I am a small athlete, weighing in at 145 pounds at a height of 5’ 9”. Thrusters and deadlifts are the bane of my existence, especially at Rx weights. Today, I hardly ever Rx 95# for Thrusters in a WOD and rarely go above 135# deadlifts in a WOD. Doing 95# Thrusters diminishes the intensity of my workout. Lifting more than 135# for deadlifts is strenuous for my lower back. But, I look forward to WODs with gymnastic movements and cardio components like running or rowing.

Own your losses

Failure breeds success. To try and fail is better than not trying at all. And when you fail, own it. Adopt an internal locus of control. Everything good and bad that happens in your life is your fault. The economy, weather, or whatever external factor you think caused your failure has zero bearing on what happens in your life. So when you fail, accept it, adjust, and move forward with that new information. (Resource: Extreme Ownership by Jocko Willink.)

Accept other people's wins as a valid argument for what's possible

When a woman 20 years my senior passes me on the second mile of Murph, I am hopeful to one day be like her; I'm not discouraged. When I see a high school soccer player that weighs less than me clean 50# more than me during a CrossFit Open workout, I’m inspired to work harder. 

I’ve come to a place where I can appreciate witnessing other people's wins and use them as motivation for a better tomorrow. How you view other people's success and apply that information to your own progress can make or break you. Does it make you feel like a failure, or does it show you what’s possible, and motivate you to take action?

Surround yourself with the right people to ensure your progress

The class I attend at 530 AM on Monday, Wednesday, and Friday has been more or less the same people since I started. Within this group of 10-12 people, I attach myself to a different person when it comes to a different skill, movement, or strength. For example... if the strength of the day is a press, I’ll be sharing a rack with Joe. At a lean 155lbs, he punches way above his weight class.

If the WOD starts with a run or row, I’m stationing myself next to Eric because his engine runs on all 8 cylinders. If we’re doing Thrusters, I’m setting up my bar behind Jason, because he’s like a piston. These guys are better than me in these particular skills. That is why I shadow them.

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I'm addicted to becoming a better version of myself. This is the case for as long as I could remember. The self-aware approach I take today is healthier than the comparison based approach I grew up with. A few years ago, I gave myself Rhabdo trying to impress an onlooking crowd by doing 150 pull-ups in a single WOD. Today, I'll simply modify the WOD if it calls for something I'm not comfortable with. 

There is no shame in scaling. There is even less shame in not being first. When a WOD calls for Deadlifts, I won't go above 135# and I'll use a trap bar instead of a regular barbell. My classmates jokingly call me out for using "training wheels". In the grand scheme of things, it's noise. I'm focused on the only thing that matters by telling myself, "It's me vs. me".

So next time the coach yells “3, 2, 1, go!” and you jump head first into “Fran” - worry more about what your last CrossFit score for Fran was versus the fact that your pal Jimmy might get sub-4 minutes. Instead of eagle-eyeing your friend across the gym, wondering if they are going to PR their clean and jerk and land higher on the CrossFit Open leaderboard than you... be more concerned about perfecting your form, and hitting your own numbers. 

If you need to make a change, we would love to hear about it in the comments. If you already made the change, we would love to hear about the event that changed your outlook.

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  • Great advice and so very true. Better yet, why not cultivate a daily habit of gratitude for what you have and then celebrate with those who PR and encourage those who are stuck. THIS attitude of being a blessing to others is even more gratifying 🙂

  • I find it interesting, and counter to your argument that while the premise is “ignoring the noise,” many of your examples are certainly aware of the noise.
    Things like “good luck keeping up, I will smoke you” and stationing yourself by other people to model them is the exact opposite of what you are suggesting.
    If it is really you vs. you, then these ideas cloud and veil the message.
    Learning from, surrounding yourself with the right people, and focusing on self-goals are all positive messages, but are not the same as tuning out white board envy.

    • @Lundell, Thank you for bringing this up. The mindset behind stationing myself near people that excel at certain movements comes down to the notion that “you are the average of 5 people you spend the most time with” -or- “never be the smartest one in the room”. It’s about surrounding yourself with people that are a slightly ahead of you on the journey you’re already on. Not so that you can beat them, lose to them, or compare yourself to them, but so that you can recognize what’s possible and strive for more. If it helps, try thinking of it as a student teacher relationship rather than a set of peers competing. However, I do agree with you that some of the language I used “gluck keeping up”, and “…smoke you” is counter-productive. I went ahead and replaced those. Thanks for commenting, and keeping me honest!

  • Well, many of us never learn a better way. But there is a better way: It begins with knowing yourself and owning your losses. Combine that notion with accepting other people’s wins as a valid argument for what’s possible. And finally, surround yourself with successful people to ensure your progress.

  • I recently suffered a blood clot through my entire leg at the end of 19.1 in the open this year. It was extremely painful to walk or stand but I managed to drag my self into the gym for 19.2 and complete 3 t2b before I couldn’t stand the pain. I then had to scale the rest of the workouts. Being an extremely competitive person this killed me for the next 2 weeks watching myself slide down the board. My coach had a chat with me about just showing up and putting in the work and setting my own benchmark to go after later. The rest of the open was much more fun, even though I scaled it all. I wasn’t looking at everyone else as much as I was think about how much better I was going to do in 6 months when I go after these workouts again. Before this I was a leaderboarder….. even after watching the Wadprep video on not doing that. I realized that I can look at how well people do if I use it to motivate me to be a better me and not better then them. Your article hits home to where I have grown and where I need to be. Great read

    Thank you

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